I am a 56-year-old heterosexual man, and I have lived with ALS for the past six years. I am either in a wheelchair or in a hospital bed, and I have very little motor ability in my limbs. Like most or all male ALS patients, I still have full sensory ability, including a fully functioning penis. Are there safe websites or groups I can connect with that deal with helping paralytics like me find people who are interested in hooking up? I know that some people have a thing for amputees; I imagine there's a fetish for any number of diseases or afflictions. When I was healthy, I was into light bondage. That seems like a redundancy now, but I can still get into dress-up and role-play. I would be cool if someone was into the whole bathing, grooming, dressing thing, and whatever baby-doll fantasy they might have. Hell, I'd be happy if someone just wanted to give me a pity fuck!
— Realistic About Getting Dominated Or Lustfully Laid
"I struggled to find specific online groups with respect to ALS and sexuality," said Andrew Gurza, a disability awareness consultant and the host of Disability After Dark, a podcast that explores and celebrates the sexual agency and desirability of people with disabilities. "But what RAGDOLL is looking for might not be directly related to his specific disability. It sounds like he is looking to engage with a community of people called 'devotees.' These individuals are attracted to people primarily because of their disabilities, and that might be what he is looking for."
If you're open to playing with a devotee, RAGDOLL, Gurza suggests checking out Paradevo (paradevo.net), a website for "female devotees and gay male devotees" of disabled men.
"Many disabled people have also set up profiles on sites like FetLife to explore not only their fetishistic sides, but also how their disabled identities can complement and play a role in that," said Gurza.
Now, many people, disabled and otherwise, look down on devotees, who are often accused of fetishizing disability and objectifying disabled people. But people who are exclusively attracted to the able-bodied and/or the conventionally attractive are rarely accused of fetishizing the able and ambulatory or objectifying the facially symmetrical. Which is why it has always seemed to me — and Gurza agrees with me on this point — that if being with someone who is turned on by your whatever-the-fuck is good enough for the able-bodied, it's good enough for people with disabilities. Provided of course that, able or disabled, we're appreciated for everything we bring to the table or the chair or the bed.
Ryan Honick, a disability advocate and public speaker, doesn't think you should limit your search to websites aimed exclusively at the disability community.
"It's estimated that one in five people have a disability," said Honick. "And when I think about how challenging dating can be anyway, my immediate thought is that RAGDOLL shouldn't exclude 80 percent of the population from his search. So I would encourage him to use some of the mainstream apps — like Tinder, OkCupid, Bumble, or Match — and put what he's after front and center."
Zooming out for a second: Safety is always a concern when inviting a stranger over for sex, RAGDOLL, even for the non-disabled. In addition to attracting the attention of a few good and decent people, devotees or not, your relative helplessness could attract the attention of a predator. So before inviting anyone over, get their real name and their real phone number. Then share that information with a trusted friend — someone who can check in with you before and after a date — and let your potential new fuck buddy know you're sharing their info."
Second to last word goes to Honick: "Another option, if it's available to RAGDOLL and he's open to it, would be hiring a sex worker."
And the last word goes to Gurza: "RAGDOLL shouldn't resign himself to the idea that he's a 'pity fuck.' His desires as a disabled man have full value and worth. And I want him to know, as a fellow disabled man, that he can have a fulfilling sex life and that someone out there does find him attractive."
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